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Hi, it has been a while, sorry for being gone for so long without saying anything. The reason for this, well there are many reasons but the biggest one was that I didn't feel like writing. Or rather I couldn't bring myself to write. I do not know exactly the reason for this but it might be because I know how the books is going to end so it wasn't exciting to write it anymore, it wasn't about exploring the world and building it as I try to bring the characters alive as best as I can. It was more like a chore where all I could think about is how badly I am doing it. It wasn't fun like it was in the beginning. Of course I could have just skipped writing the Melissa´s archway and written chapters for the other books but I knew that it wouldn't solve the problem and it would eventually happen with the other ones as well. So I took my time trying to fix it, and I really want to say that I did but I cant. I want to say that it wont happen again and I will ke

17. Leaving cascana I run to Marie who took a serious hit in the fight, she is on the ground coughing up blood. I start to heal her and hear someone running toward me with great speed. Martin runs to her and takes her hand. “Are you, all right?” he asks and looks at her with tears on his eyes.  I keep healing her as she looks at him and smiles gently with a bloodied mouth. They stay like that the whole time I heal her and when Marie stands up I know she is feeling better, wounds that are on the inside are hard to know when they are healed so I just need to keep healing until they show signs of getting better. “Thank you, Melissa.” Marie says with a smile. “No problem, I am just glad you are all right.” “There can still be more of them and there might be survivors so let’s move out.” The grand mage says while starting to walk toward the town. We walk around the town carefully checking every house on the way, the corpses of the feline race can be se