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21. Moving through snakes. I meet up with the children and see Susie walking alone with her head down. The other children look confused or sympathetic, even fearful. We walk in a dreary mood through the woods. Quickly the snakes started appearing and we just started killing them before they got close to the children. Some of the kids screamed when they saw the sneaks jump at them or when they were being sliced in half, but most weren’t too reactive. Fearful or protecting themselves sure but not a reaction you would normally see children do when their life is in danger. Sarah walks in the front dealing with most of the snakes while I am at the back dealing with any that sneaks past her. When things get more dangerous, I will take the lead but for now this is good experience for her. The snake isn’t showing much reaction either to the slaughter of the snakes and I am glad about that, I wouldn’t want to hurt my pet or even kill it. There would be very few situation...

#23 I made a successful potion finally, like not only did I make it, I understood what happened and why. It feels much simpler now since I was told the herbs` effects and mana circulations. Before all I could do was experiment and guess what they did but the mana in them made them unpredictable for me. Like even depending on the person taking the potion or the herb the mana amount in their bodies is important since it can either not affect you at all or kill you just in itself. Higher grade herbs even made use of the mana to amplify or change their effects which made me really confused. Then, if you mix the herbs with other ingredients or herbs that have mana it yet again complicates things since they can easily not mix together. You get the point, very complicated stuff which is hard to understand by yourself by just trying things out. I mean I could still understand them eventually, but I do understand that it would have take ages and we don’t have that much tim...

24. Accessories in clothing. I cannot kill it. I just cannot. Why? I feel better after killing beasts so why can’t I kill it? I don’t understand. I suppose I will not kill it then. Yes, it isn’t too complicated. I just won’t kill it right? I pick the fur ball of the ground and stroke it gently; it is so warm and smooth. I see some liquid drops drop down on the ball of fur. It isn’t raining though. I touch my cheeks and notice that they are wet as well. Interesting. Not that important though. I put the fur back down on the ground and start eating the flying creature, I carve out pieces of meat from the part where I have pulled out the feathers and start chewing on a big chunk. The taste is amazing, it is smooth and there is no bad smell or after taste. It is fatty even though it is quite tough to eat. There is none of those weird pieces that you can’t chew through and you just have to swallow which makes me so happy. While I am eating, I sit down on top of the...

#22 It has been a while again. I was busy dealing with the assholes. I mean the elementals. Turning a few scattered villages that were near death to the biggest city I have seen here took some time and effort and some fucking patience. I could have left them here to deal with their shit alone, but my party was too weak and from here on there is apparently a big spike in strength of the beasts. So, while they were getting stronger, I was handling the elemental city and scouting out the forest where the power spike starts, and it really is interesting. Dealing with the elementals took away my sanity but the trips to the forest were quite relaxing. It has been a while since I was away from my group and I finally didn’t have to deal with Layla and the elf anymore. The funniest thing happened when I came back after my first trip. Layla was all over me and even the elf wanted to speak to me, asking details about the forest and things like that. I guess pushing for thing...

#21 Unification complete. I am exhausted. I mean I did sleep but. I am still exhausted. I would have slept longer but goddam they can’t solve their own problems. First things first. The unification was pretty simple but a grueling task. I just followed the last surviving earth elementals and found their village and then deal with the opposition while saying I want peace and stuff and they surrendered pretty quickly. Then we went to the air elementals with one of the earth elementals guiding us and did the same there. Then we just went to the water elementals and completed the peace. The problem is that when I said to handle the peace talks on their own and went to sleep, they just ended up fighting again. It always makes me annoyed when others can’t even do simple things around me. Don’t they see that I pretty much single handedly deal with their whole race and they still can’t get along by themselves? Just giving me more things to do. The one that could kill them all off...

20. Getting the sword back. I glance around and see that everyone is here except Susie. “Let’s get moving now. We have a long day ahead of us and it might be pretty dangerous with all the snakes.” The children nod while Sarah just looks at me. “Do you have anything you want to say?” I ask Sarah while looking back at her. “I can take care of the children. Protect them. So, you can focus on other things.” I can’t believe what I am hearing. She has been getting better day by day, but I didn’t think she would get to this point already. “Are you sure? You would have to make sure that nothing happens to them while I am away or dealing with other things.” “Yeah, you can leave them to me. I don’t want to be useless after all and there are all kinds of things that could go wrong here.” “Alright, I will take trust in you then.” She smiles and looks at the kids. “Follow aunty bunny and we will go through the forest filled with snake and slaught...

#20 Okay I am back. The ones that attacked us were air elementals this time. They were quite tricky honestly. Flying in the sky and stuff. I fried some of them up with my fire magics and they even exploded from it in a fiery blast. It was funny up until the point they retreated and started fusing their air magic into a big tornado thing. My group members started to be in danger, so I had to do something, but they were too far away for me to hit them with my flames. I had the inspiration to improve my air magic and use it to fly too. After being able to easily soar in the sky I managed to blow them all to bits. It was tough work though. I am quite exhausted from all this fighting. It isn’t easy to be a supporting pillar of a race. It is especially irritating since they don’t seem to listen when I tell them that I am no god of fire or anything similar. I told them a bullshit story about being brought here by the real goddess to change the world to a better place where ev...

23. Feathering. I am tired but I haven’t felt this energetic in ages. This feels so great. Ahhh, I want more of this. Especially when I don’t get too hurt after the fight. Actually, why have I been feeling so weak from the pain? I can just ignore the pain and enjoy fighting right?   I wonder how it will taste. The more dangerous ones were often much tastier than the ant I had before. I hold my knife and stab it in this stomach area. The dagger hits something hard and my hands go numb. Shouldn’t the stomach be the weakest part? I feel it with my hands and something really hard is there. I feel it up around the whole stomach area and it is everywhere. It wasn’t this hard when I stabbed it in the neck. I go to the neck and start cutting it open from the holes I made previously. Or I try to at least but the feathers make it impossible. They are strong and in the way. Even if I try to cut it the way they are going to the soft parts are still in the way and I can...

#19 We experienced a battle. The water elementals attacked the fire elemental village and we had to step in, or they would have gotten exterminated. The fire elementals are apparently the weakest of the bunch and they have been slowly getting lower and lower on numbers and at the moment they are on their last legs. It makes sense though. water extinguishes fire. Earth repels it and well I don’t know about air. Guess it can blow the fire out? Shouldn’t it make the fire stronger? ----- Okay I asked the fire elementals and they told me that air elementals can just fly away and make huge gusts of winds from a far to deal with them. If they are in their immaterial forms, they would dissipate and if they are in their material forms, they would just fly around and hit trees or other things. I am honestly surprised that they managed to live this long. They have had some tactics where they burn the forests and other things to give them a boost in their power but overtime, th...

19. Mornings end. The other children are starting to wake up as well. Anna and Emma wake up first. Anna would have probably slept in the longest if she didn’t sleep next to Emma that woke up so early. Anna quietly runs over and says good morning with a bright smile. Emma walks closer normally and nods at me. I say good morning to them and beckon them to come closer. Anna quickly comes next to me and hugs my hand. Emma keeps looking at the snake and only slowly coming toward me. “It is smart to be careful of the snake since they are dangerous but this one should be safe. Especially since I am here there is nothing to worry about.” Emma nods again and comes close to the snake. “I want you to get used to the snakes since there will be lots of them from now on. Try petting the snake. Max Isle and Lillie has already pet it so do not worry about it.” Anna curiously looks at the snake and then starts petting it with an amazed expression. Emma also comes closer and...